[ he sucks in a breath and rubs his face. why. why does this keep happening. why does he have to walk around worrying about the well being of someone who assaulted him, why can't it just be understandable that his girlfriend punched his attacker?
he stands up, and paces across the room, stopping with his back turned to her on the furthest side of it he can get.
it's can't just be understandable because he was already neutralized. he was cooperating. she didn't have to do this, no one was at risk, in fact it was putting everyone at risk in case he reacted badly to it and stopped cooperating. it was stupid and cruel and he hates thinking that she has that in her. he knows she's done bad things, but there was always a reason to them. this was senseless, it accomplished nothing. it was violence for the sake of violence.
that she performed in his name and hid from him. is she telling him now because she felt bad keeping a secret from him, or because seeing sascha filled her with guilt and she's expecting him to comfort her about it? how can he? this isn't alright. he can't tell her that hitting the sheol was ok any more than he can tell sascha that trying to kiss her was ok. it's not. ]
Was it one punch, or did it escalate. [ he's disappointed, and upset, and guilty, and betrayed, and mostly just exhausted. things were much lonelier when he only had kara in his life. but they were also simpler and he can't help a bit of longing for those days that bubbles up. ]
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Date: 2016-08-21 05:44 pm (UTC)[ he sucks in a breath and rubs his face. why. why does this keep happening. why does he have to walk around worrying about the well being of someone who assaulted him, why can't it just be understandable that his girlfriend punched his attacker?
he stands up, and paces across the room, stopping with his back turned to her on the furthest side of it he can get.
it's can't just be understandable because he was already neutralized. he was cooperating. she didn't have to do this, no one was at risk, in fact it was putting everyone at risk in case he reacted badly to it and stopped cooperating. it was stupid and cruel and he hates thinking that she has that in her. he knows she's done bad things, but there was always a reason to them. this was senseless, it accomplished nothing. it was violence for the sake of violence.
that she performed in his name and hid from him. is she telling him now because she felt bad keeping a secret from him, or because seeing sascha filled her with guilt and she's expecting him to comfort her about it? how can he? this isn't alright. he can't tell her that hitting the sheol was ok any more than he can tell sascha that trying to kiss her was ok. it's not. ]
Was it one punch, or did it escalate. [ he's disappointed, and upset, and guilty, and betrayed, and mostly just exhausted. things were much lonelier when he only had kara in his life. but they were also simpler and he can't help a bit of longing for those days that bubbles up. ]