[ he clings to her as if he's drowning, and she's his life vest. if only there was some way to be sure, some test he could take that will prove that he's sane - that he'll stay that way. ]
Stop them.
[ but now that he stops to think about it...even in his darkest moments, he doesn't want to kill them. don't get him wrong, he won't cry if they end up dead - heck depending who it is, he might even be happy - but he doesn't want to strike them down. just disable.
and more, so much more than that - he wants to protect her, keep her safe, take her home with him. it's not conclusive, but maybe...this is his test? ]
Protect you. Take Kara home. Take - [ he only barely remembers to stop himself, to bite down on his lip. she asked him not to, and he knows why, he understands why. she doesn't need every specific to understand how he feels, right?
when he speaks next, it's like he just had a revelation. ]
I don't want to hurt anyone I just...don't want to let anyone get hurt, either.
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Date: 2016-05-02 04:11 pm (UTC)Stop them.
[ but now that he stops to think about it...even in his darkest moments, he doesn't want to kill them. don't get him wrong, he won't cry if they end up dead - heck depending who it is, he might even be happy - but he doesn't want to strike them down. just disable.
and more, so much more than that - he wants to protect her, keep her safe, take her home with him. it's not conclusive, but maybe...this is his test? ]
Protect you. Take Kara home. Take - [ he only barely remembers to stop himself, to bite down on his lip. she asked him not to, and he knows why, he understands why. she doesn't need every specific to understand how he feels, right?
when he speaks next, it's like he just had a revelation. ]
I don't want to hurt anyone I just...don't want to let anyone get hurt, either.