[ he wouldn't believe it if she did, anyway, not really. because she doesn't know yet. ]
He was an angry man. But the quiet sort of angry, the - never tell anyone about it and bottle it up until he exploded sort of angry. And ever since that happened, I've been scared to get angry. Every time I do - I can see him right before my eyes, I can see what he's become what I could become. And for years, I've done the same thing, I buried that anger, I wanted it to not exist. But that doesn't work, and I don't want to explode, I don't want to be him, but I have so much of it inside of me especially here and I am just - so afraid that it'll consume me, eradicate all the things that set us apart and leave nothing but him behind.
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Date: 2016-05-02 03:16 pm (UTC)He was an angry man. But the quiet sort of angry, the - never tell anyone about it and bottle it up until he exploded sort of angry. And ever since that happened, I've been scared to get angry. Every time I do - I can see him right before my eyes, I can see what he's become what I could become. And for years, I've done the same thing, I buried that anger, I wanted it to not exist. But that doesn't work, and I don't want to explode, I don't want to be him, but I have so much of it inside of me especially here and I am just - so afraid that it'll consume me, eradicate all the things that set us apart and leave nothing but him behind.