[Tears are spilling through her eyelashes now too as she hugs him back. It wasn't even the story even if it is still hard to tell in that kind of detail. It was hearing Winn start crying for her. That he cares that much about her. This man who she has been trying so hard to enjoy without committing to or opening up to completely.] Winn... No.
[She pulls back to look at him, ready to phase herself back if there's too much resistance.] I was that world. I was hard and I could be cruel and... I killed. I killed so many people. There was nowhere to... [She looks at him, both imploring him to understand the desperation of the situation and not hate her for it, but also needing him to know. Because he can't tell her things she so badly needs to hear about being good when he doesn't know what she's been.]
There were just a handful of us against an army and they were slaughtering millions of people. [It was necessary. Even with the distance and peace for all the reflection in the world she still sees the necessity but it doesn't make her feel less blood stained.]
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Date: 2016-04-20 09:23 pm (UTC)[She pulls back to look at him, ready to phase herself back if there's too much resistance.] I was that world. I was hard and I could be cruel and... I killed. I killed so many people. There was nowhere to... [She looks at him, both imploring him to understand the desperation of the situation and not hate her for it, but also needing him to know. Because he can't tell her things she so badly needs to hear about being good when he doesn't know what she's been.]
There were just a handful of us against an army and they were slaughtering millions of people. [It was necessary. Even with the distance and peace for all the reflection in the world she still sees the necessity but it doesn't make her feel less blood stained.]