[ having kids never was at the top of his list of aspirations in life. but if they manage to get back home where it's safe and their relationship endures the move - then, he'd be able to consider it. it's hard to think about now because he's already changed so much over 6 months. who knows who he'll be by the time they make it back to national city? ]
I've been thinking a lot lately, about my family. I tried pretending I have no parents - you know, that didn't work. Prison break kinda...ruined that. I tried focusing on the bad, to try and distance myself from them - that backfired, I almost had myself convinced that my dad is what everyone sees when they look at me which is clearly stupid since the only person here who even met the guy is Kara. Now I'm thinking...maybe if I remember what they used to be like, I could forgive them, a little bit. Enough to stop obsessing over them and enjoy what I got.
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Date: 2016-08-23 01:41 pm (UTC)I've been thinking a lot lately, about my family. I tried pretending I have no parents - you know, that didn't work. Prison break kinda...ruined that. I tried focusing on the bad, to try and distance myself from them - that backfired, I almost had myself convinced that my dad is what everyone sees when they look at me which is clearly stupid since the only person here who even met the guy is Kara. Now I'm thinking...maybe if I remember what they used to be like, I could forgive them, a little bit. Enough to stop obsessing over them and enjoy what I got.