[ even if he didn't have preexisting concerns about parenthood - which he does - and even if he were in a state of perfect mental health - which he's pretty sure he has never been in in his life - and even if their lives weren't dominated by the atroma - the phrase biggest family of all would still have given him a panic attack in relation to kids. when they're back home and settled and consistently happy for a while - maybe he can handle one kid. two - so they'd have the sibling he's only now discovering. but he's pretty sure that's as much as he can handle in any mental state. ]
Mmmhm. I kinda love it a lot.
[ every person on the list means a lot to him. even sascha. he knows their lists don't exactly match -- but that's healthy, isn't it? they're supposed to have their separate families, and bring them together over time. they haven't taken their time with anything, and it feels like it's blowing up in their faces with all these fights. slowing down a little bit seems like a rational response. ]
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Date: 2016-08-23 01:19 pm (UTC)Mmmhm. I kinda love it a lot.
[ every person on the list means a lot to him. even sascha. he knows their lists don't exactly match -- but that's healthy, isn't it? they're supposed to have their separate families, and bring them together over time. they haven't taken their time with anything, and it feels like it's blowing up in their faces with all these fights. slowing down a little bit seems like a rational response. ]