[ he weighs his words carefully, but his head is still swimming and it feels a little hard to concentrate. ]
I'm...I'm just wondering why you get so upset at me for not telling you things that happened years before I ever met you, when you're not telling me things that are happening now until it's too late for me to do anything about them.
[ he doesn't want to say yes, so he takes the roundabout way there. he does feel betrayed. if she'd have told him about sascha that same day, if she'd have told him how she felt before she'd gone to see sascha, if she'd have told him so many things, instead of bringing them up later..even now. she went to see sascha, and she's telling him after the fact. is he that unreasonable and untrustworthy? because he really doesn't feel like he's done anything to deserve that. ]
I know trust is hard for you, but it's hard to be a team when I'm always one step behind.
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Date: 2016-08-22 04:14 am (UTC)I'm...I'm just wondering why you get so upset at me for not telling you things that happened years before I ever met you, when you're not telling me things that are happening now until it's too late for me to do anything about them.
[ he doesn't want to say yes, so he takes the roundabout way there. he does feel betrayed. if she'd have told him about sascha that same day, if she'd have told him how she felt before she'd gone to see sascha, if she'd have told him so many things, instead of bringing them up later..even now. she went to see sascha, and she's telling him after the fact. is he that unreasonable and untrustworthy? because he really doesn't feel like he's done anything to deserve that. ]
I know trust is hard for you, but it's hard to be a team when I'm always one step behind.