I hit him. And I yelled at him. I don't remember everything I said. Something like, "he loved you. how could you do that to him?" [The words hold no rage now. No venom. The hurt is there, but it's a different kind of hurting.]
[She wouldn't tell him that this time. She was hiding it. She was afraid to tell him. She's still afraid. She can see how much this is bothering him, but she doesn't know what he's thinking. Is it that he's with a monster or is he feeling guilty for being the catalyst or upset that she upset Sascha or something else. She doesn't know. But they're all fair.]
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[She wouldn't tell him that this time. She was hiding it. She was afraid to tell him. She's still afraid. She can see how much this is bothering him, but she doesn't know what he's thinking. Is it that he's with a monster or is he feeling guilty for being the catalyst or upset that she upset Sascha or something else. She doesn't know. But they're all fair.]