[ it's what happened with him that's probably making sascha the most miserable. and while he talked to the sheol about it, he's yet to contact sascha. he can't bring himself to do it, because he doesn't know if he has it in him to give sascha what he needs. he can't tell him he's not afraid - because he is, and his actions will show it. and if sascha tries to tackle him, as he used to (which he never liked) - he doesn't trust himself not to scream. sascha's small and broken and afraid - and he's sitting here and not doing anything about it. ]
And then? [ he's letting her talk because she needs to, but staying detached himself. because he needs to. ]
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And then? [ he's letting her talk because she needs to, but staying detached himself. because he needs to. ]