[ you mean like the uncomfortable look he's really trying to keep down now? it's not that he likes being that way, but somehow his instincts keep taking him back to anxiety.
he smiles despite it, and nods ]
Yeah, I -- told a friend I'd look him up. It's kind of a perfect chance to see people, especially if you've been mostly locked away in an office lately. [ as he's been. not that he minds! working is way more in his comfort zone.
he runs a hand through his hair, trying to figure out how to phrase what he needs to say. ]
Don't worry about me, that's just...Kara calls it 'me being me', [ him being afraid of being replaced, overlooked, abandoned again. it's hard to get the bitter taste of experience out of his mouth, even if kitty's given him nothing but blissful sweetness so far. ] it blows over. The last thing I ever want is to hold you back, especially from your friends. I'm glad that you have them, you're great. Not wanting to be your friend should be marked as one of the first signs of insanity. [ his issues are his to deal with, he doesn't want them inconveniencing anyone else. ]
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Date: 2016-04-19 12:58 pm (UTC)he smiles despite it, and nods ]
Yeah, I -- told a friend I'd look him up. It's kind of a perfect chance to see people, especially if you've been mostly locked away in an office lately. [ as he's been. not that he minds! working is way more in his comfort zone.
he runs a hand through his hair, trying to figure out how to phrase what he needs to say. ]
Don't worry about me, that's just...Kara calls it 'me being me', [ him being afraid of being replaced, overlooked, abandoned again. it's hard to get the bitter taste of experience out of his mouth, even if kitty's given him nothing but blissful sweetness so far. ] it blows over. The last thing I ever want is to hold you back, especially from your friends. I'm glad that you have them, you're great. Not wanting to be your friend should be marked as one of the first signs of insanity. [ his issues are his to deal with, he doesn't want them inconveniencing anyone else. ]